Cheer me up.

Today fucking sucked ass.

Cheer me up?

Jokes, funny stories.. Anything.

D: Sorry.

There were plenty other reasons, bloodly.
RL.. Des.. Bano..

Damn I've never cried so much in one day.

oh the life of a teenager.


this was a crappy one month anniversary.

Want me to call you tomorrow? :O

I feel it's better if you can actually hear the other person's voice ^_^

What Happened that got u so mad

If you want, bloodly.


I didnt get mad.

I got sad.
I recieved horrible news from two of my really really good friends..
My mom yelled at me a whole ton.. T_T
A brotherly figure of mine was a pain in the arse.
My boyfriend made me feel like trash by saying to his old girlfriend that he missed her. It hurt so bad.. you have no idea.
And then I got some people on my tail trying to get into my business,
And all of this happened on mine and my boyfriends one month aniversary after we finally got back together for good.. and he keeps promising me things that are.. so impossible and I just dont know.. and the old girlfriend was kind of going at me today.. djfhnksd.


and there's my stupid sob story.. gosh I hate spilling it all ...
T__T Sorry guys if it sounds like I'm just taking pity on myself..I know peoples lives are alot harder then teen angst.

I cant really understand what youre going through but thats ruff but time passes you move on and i am sorry if i got u mad by making u well not making u but asking u to spill it and b4 we get in a long drawn out convo about this you did say
"I hate spilling it all ... "

No it's okay.. I need to vent, it isnt healthy to hold it in.

I've just never felt so trashed, and alone except maybe once before in my life.
And I really do hate crying, it's just not me.

Crying ehhh trust me i hate it to sometimes i can cry so hard i cant breathe

Today I dedicated a whole hour crying on my couch into my pillow.
I almost just let myself suffocate but that'd be selfish.. then I fell asleep.

and I woke up. and I cried again.
from 3:40 to some time around 7.. then i stopped till 8. and I've been crying on and off till now.

And my boyfriend is failing horribly at making me smile.

Sucks sometimes girl just need that little support and how the hell can a boy friend to that when they are always changing I JUST WANNA YELL

AHWAEWHJAWEIHAWNHWAINGEWINVWIE ANWENTBINWAITIEAN TINAIEN INEMIAWNMTIKMVCIAMVEIAM IAMVMEI

Well Maybe not quite as gay

He usually always makes me smile no matter what.
But today's just... Man.
Put a fork in me because I'm done.

And I would love to hear someone actually yell that outloud.

You should be happy tomorrow.

D:

I got good news from the doctor today?

Yep. =P doctor.

Wait me, or a real doctor?

-_-;

real doctor

*hugs* ne, sori. everything will be good in no time. ^^ trust me, i know des loves you more than everything and yes, he did hurt you a lot but he wont do it again. trust me, k? ^^ *pats your head*

2bloodly2love wrote:

-_-;

real doctor

Aw.

*dances with sori*

yaaaaaaaay

Bloodly: I knows. And it partially made my day a whole lot better.

Glam: .... >_> ................ *soory but this really pisses me off when folks do this* and pardon my french, but don't even fucking go there about the he's hurt me before shit, It's not your business or place to even bring up in public or anywhere else. Sorry. It's just a pet peev when people bring up things that they dont know squat about and it's not their business... >.<

Psy: o_O

That didn't make you feel betta?

Sori wrote:

Bloodly: I knows. And it partially made my day a whole lot better.

Glam: .... >_> ................ *soory but this really pisses me off when folks do this* and pardon my french, but don't even fucking go there about the he's hurt me before shit, It's not your business or place to even bring up in public or anywhere else. Sorry. It's just a pet peev when people bring up things that they dont know squat about and it's not their business... >.<

Psy: o_O

im sorry... i will not do it again, i promise. ^^ *does salut*

Psy: xD Suree.

Glam: T__T I feel like a bad person for yelling at you.. Sorries. It just.. yeah. >.<
D: *Hugs Glam* Sorry.

you dont need to feel bad silly. *hugs* you was right